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I'm frustrated and alone
While you dwindle on your throne
I'm understanding and loyal, waiting for our time
Forever wishing you were mine
I'm never selfish or nasty but I'm beginning to fade
Wondering how long it will take for 'us' to be made
Patience is a virtue but to me it's a curse
Before long I'll be waiting, lying in my Hearse
Death feels easy when I'm separated from you
Loneliness, nausea and hunger for my soul mate, to name a few
Are all the things I'm experiencing now
Everyone can see the pain in my eyes as I subtly frown
Excess attention I get from others
As I try to keep our secret covered
I'm fed up of waiting and soon I'll scream
The truth, knowing this action is nothing but cruel and mean
What else am I expected to do?
When all I do is have love and care for you
I'll do what is best and keep my troubled mouth shut
This action, for me, is like pouring salt into a bloody and gorging cut
Pain, an aching heart, a single tear has fallen
My soul is anguished and my eyes are swollen
Nothing could have prepared me for this in life
Nothing prepares me for loves strife
Tenderly your eyes look at me
Telling me that someday you will set us free
This hope stays alive in my conflicted heart
Begging that nothing will ever tear us apart
Signed
Patricia Hilton
Love, death and Shakespeare inspired me for this poem. Nothing intrigues me more than the extent a person will go to for the one they love.
Hope you enjoyed reading my poem!
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