Love Letter

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Dearest Lover,

I’m afraid I have to leave you thanks to my Mother

Her thoughts are old and conceited, I am sorry for the way you have been treated. I have to respect someone who treats me in this cruel way, if only I could forget this world and run away...

However my worries would be great and I know I’d be stressed, knowing I left behind such a mess. My conscience wouldn’t be clear, so I have to leave you behind because I fear, the consequences I would face and the conscience I would have to replace.

The sad thing is I know you are the one and I agree she is wrong but my respect has to be greater for the woman who gave me life, so our relationship is the one I have to sacrifice.

I’m sorry, my love that I have written this in a letter but I know any other form would not have been any better.

I leave you with one hope that you will find happiness, don’t let this event dent your attitude and make you miss, another opportunity that could be greater, just remember I will never hate her.

This future woman I mean that could hold your heart, as I know, with this letter I have broken it apart.

So I beg of you to look at this in a positive way and never look back on this time we shared and say, that you have regretted this past year and would never love again, as in my heart you will always be my greatest lover and friend.

Signed

Patricia Hilton

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mother

The bearer of all life are you From your womb we are giving life You give a love unconditional and never ending A protector and provider You are You would give your life in protection of your seeds Providing all we need from the day we enter this world Even when the dad's aren't around you hold it down Finding strength through your struggle Raising angels in this hell A gift from God you are Shielding us from pain Guiding our way through the maze When the world is cold you make home a refuge You are a teacher, a guide, a cook A worker, a warrior, a nurturer You are all in one A creation of God's immaculate design

Living an Eternity

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I feel I've lived a life shaded by a previous
Like I've lived a life far too serious
The person I am has been moulded into this
And my actions speak more than your contemporary kiss

You're new to this world while my soul has lived an eternity

I feel like you're encased in a given certainty

That this life is the only one you will ever get

While I have thoughts of distant pasts I'll never forget

You try and live your life to the fullest
While I savour ever minute, knowing that living forever can be the cruellest
Test of all, as I know I will see you again but you will be another
A new entity that could even be my brother

In different Centuries our souls have been created

They meet this time in a world that leaves us segregated

My heart longs for a stable ending

As I know my soul will be forever pending

Signed, Patricia Hilton

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Angel

Had a run in with what I perceive to be perfection last night 

 That ended way too soon Not enough time in this life to satisfy my appetite 

 Got a taste of something new last night and after I knew no other would do 

Found peace with her in my arms Met a feeling that I've never known 

 Something I can't explain but Something real something undeniable As I watched you sleep peacefully within my grasp 

 Couldn't help but to think what we could have You could be my treasure me your protector The provider of all you need

 The strength where you lack The source of all happiness The security from all pain

 As my hands traced the lines of your body Realized you were heaven embodied In the physical form

 A gift from the skies you must be No other explanation for what I see Could I be dreaming too good to be real

 I was drawn in by a energy pure and magnetic A divine being you must be No denying what I now know

 Planted seeds of friendship Only to see it bear the fruits of something deeper Kindred souls once lost spirits In the midst of the wilderness found calm in your essence My angel my blessing

Letter to my unborn

Never got to meet you or even see your face Never got to touch you or even hear you cry But when I think of you they fall from my eye I sit and wonder about what you could have been Would you have been president in the future Walking and talking in the present Would have been on your way to one Got my moon and my star would you have been my Sun The one to change the world And grow to father children of your own I look at your sisters and take heed of my blessings I often wonder if you would have been a daddy's girl Or a Mama's boy would you want Barbie or Tonka Toys A victim of an abortion I never had a vote in A casualty of a decision I had no voice in But the pain saw no difference between me and her A burden on my shoulders everyday I carry your death with me Visions haunt me at night Images of me and you playing ball But everytime I go to grab you the picture fades Even though you never got to see life you had a profound effect on mine You never got to see life Be a husband or a wife See the light of sunrise or the view from a high rise A premature demise stole your future But they say its all in God's plan But I cant see the sense in this I would trade mines for yours in the blink of an eye Just to hug you on time and tell you I love you Since I cant I express my pain through these lines In this letter to my unborn

Life Lost

I can smell the depths of the past

Leaking all over like a junkie smoking crack

The sweat of the night just rearing its head

I was told there weren’t any warning signs

So why is she dead?

That this is how it is

But if you really listened to hear

You would’ve heard her cries

Maybe we could see the reality through her crooked lies

She was desperate

Her mind a tangled place of insane

Her body a glistening realm

But no one knew she was at a loss with no gain

Since she didn’t wear woe on her face

There was no way to explain

That the meeting of the minds

Wasn’t really a game plan

Now her body hugs the floor

Life now invisible

No place like home

But I can’t grasp the principle

How does this happen?

Who is to blame?

A woman with promise

But no one knew her name

4 siblings

3 kids

2 loves

1 result

I loved her more than life

There is no doubt about that

I couldn’t save her though

That’s a blunt fact

13 years later, I still feel the numbness

Cookie crumb trail of the dark abyss

Her kids have kids

Does she know what she has missed?

Sadness took her life

What do you know about this?

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The Little Mermaid

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Her hair flows a fiery red

Thoughts of the land fill her head

Her beauty is intense

She has the frivolous ideas that make so much sense

She yearns for freedom and looks to the surface

This intense longing doesn't make her nervous

Happy to leave the world she has always known

Happy to leave the side of her Father's thrown

She wishes to embody that of another

She is trapped and feels there is only one way to recover

A promise she made and is destined to keep

For love, she has made the biggest leap

Signed Patricia Hilton

Note: I found this picture online (deviantart) and it struck me as it's such a beautiful twist on my favourite Disney cartoon. I thought I would write something that links to the picture as I love it so much. I love how she has converses and an adapter lead instead of the things Ariel found such as a pipe.

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