Then and Now

I’ll always be the one that gave you wrinkles

And that thought makes my skin crawl

Knowing I was the one to cause you pain

All for my unnecessary gain

I will never know how much I disappointed you           

Because you never let those emotions seep through

You put on a brave face and pardoned me

You never let me see

The hurt that I caused repeatedly

I can never take back any of my actions, I can only repent

But you will never get all those hours you spent

Worrying about your child in those rebellious years

As your face hoards them, deep rooted from all the fears

Signed

Patricia Hilton

Extract:

It reads on your face, from here to the far ends of space. I can read every little emotion and lack of respect and that can only have a negative effect. Give me space and let me BREATHE, let me be the person you obviously don’t want me to be.

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My Street Unsaved

The lights flicker, it wasn’t the same

I smelled the remnants of the heartless shame

Full of grace when he entered the door

His presences is now silence as he walks no more

My knees felt the solid stone as I crashed with a thud

All I feel against my skin is the warmth of his blood

I dare not stare or even make a sound

I can’t believe how many people are standing around

How dare they see this as their entertainment?!

Standing around in pure amazement

The blurry scatter as the whirling siren shrieks

It’s been forever since we called to speak

Here in the concrete jungle they don’t care

If your body lays half dead and in disrepair

I could see him gasping for a drink of air

Warming up the machine and saying “Clear”

It hurt as they dragged me away

I don’t even know if he’s ok

Idle chatter of yesterday took place

All I could think of is ‘their time a waste’

Shouldn’t you be worried that this soul could die?

Are you even concern who done this and why?

Frantic elusions of pain numbed so deep

I launched for the white coat to make him see

They think I am crazy, just ‘cause I speak

“But this man is someone’s child” I screeched

I watched on the stoop as they walked around

This man’s body still lying on the ground

I don’t see how this is justice

Does anybody care?

My heart weighs heavy as I scream into the air

They grabbed me and my skin felt a pinch

Keep me quite so I can’t flinch

To say his uniform was that of divine honor

They took it away before he came to his corner

Silencing a man who knew too much

Know that no one would be in a rush

To save a man who grew up in the ghetto

Those rushing sirens now seem shallow

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