Fluid Language

Showing posts with label true. Show all posts
Showing posts with label true. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

The Lie



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 So many words were written about you
All about love but now they are through
Knowing you deceived me again and again
Has caused nothing but gut-wrenching pain

I think I actually hate you, I feel nothing but hate
You make me physically sick and have left me in a turmoil state
Knowing I could be so stupid and gullible
I should have read on your face that you were nothing but trouble

I’m laughing at myself, laughing at my stupidity
Laughing at that dumb girl who has now seen the reality

If I saw you I don’t know if rage would overtake me
Or I would walk away and never let you see
The dried up tears that stain my face
And the heart left with a massive empty space
I can do nothing but forget
And I have nothing but regrets
Images of you and your fake words spoken in a snakes tongue
Preying on the innocence of the frivolous and young

I hope you read this with your lying eyes
I hope the hatred reads with a big surprise
Knowing your secret is out and your jig is up
But I know this poem will never make you stop
Because you are scum and you always will be
But luckily I will benefit and be set free
From the pain of loving you and being devoted
However all of us have voted
My heart, soul, mind and common sense
Has decided that the love wasn’t well spent
On a fucking loser like you but at least I have learnt
That a real woman has their love earned
By a kind, caring and innocent soul just like mine
You wanted to break that heart and that is just fine

I will move on but don’t be fooled as I will never look back
Because I fear to see the knife still sticking out and all the little cracks
Left behind from being betrayed but they will soon shrivel and die
Just as my love did the moment I heard the lie



Signed

Patricia Hilton


Saturday, July 7, 2012

Soul Mate?


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What do I want in a partner?
Who the hell knows
Everyday a difficult decision or choice
But never anything that grows

If I'm honest I don't know what I want
This is why I leave my options open
Then I toss aside those who will never amount
So that I can keep my weary heart hoping

I don't know what to do, I'm lost
Forever paying the single cost
Judgement is always given because I'm too soft
I never defend my behaviour and seem to let idiots cross

An empty head and an empty heart
This is what solely keeps me alert
I wish I could find this soul mate
Because slowly, it is he who I'm beginning to hate

Signed

Patricia Hilton