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Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

SomeBody I Used To Know


GOTYE - Somebody That I Used To Know

The passion ignited immediately
I know you felt it
But that gut feeling of everness
Left unsided

This can't be my fault
I seen the missed calls
You said she "is just a friend"
Yet she has EX attached to her title

The swarm of bees stung me
I could feel my insides swell
The proverbial "friend"
That was front for something to come

I knew you were itching for something more
That's when I open to close the door
Now you sit and think about when we were together
Do you miss your family? Or that significant other?

My intuition states that you cry for me at night
I turn a blind eye when I pass you by
You're barely someone that I used to know
I can't see you as much else, knowing that you couldn't let go

Here is your heart back
The lies seem to be circlng it
You were still clinging to the past
I was happy...do you remember this? or was that too an act?

You say you don't need my love
But that same one you couldn't disengage
Broke your heart
It was protected with me
But now you're just somebody that I used to know
There is nothing left but the cringing sound of your false promises


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Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Strange and Beautiful


I wrote this as I sat at the Laundromat I was compelled to write. It inspired and provoked numerous thoughts that then turned in to a full fledge outburst within myself. Part of me doesn’t even know where these words came from or how they developed. I just sat there typing aimlessly into my phone as we sat side by side. I'm merely sharing impulsive writing. Enjoy ~ Rayna's Theory




 
Strange and Beautiful
There was stillness in the air. I could feel the numbness of the night. The eerie feeling didn't come from the dark but clearly shone its dullness as it sparked from the light. I can't help but feel the lingering play of deceit as it ran its creepiness up my spine. The injection of adrenaline took over my body but mainly my mind. Hesitant I move, though slow packed me a punch. That push to move was like I was frozen walking on ice. The stinging feeling rushes deep into my bones.  All these beckoning emotions told me I wasn't alone. Suddenly reminding me that I wasn't my own.  I stared blinking into the night's light. The trance subduing my fears even though my body staged freight. The channels of his ties bind me to his soul. He has become all that I know. I've willed to be free and let my wings spread and soar but his ownership of me has me planted to the floor. My gaze a sin. My world in a downward spiral, more than whipping spins. Caught in a tunnel of ache. Then I realize...just a mere moment away from him has struck pain so fierce throughout me I can’t function. He's branded my heart and now we are one. I can feel when he deceives me, when he is in his divine form and when nothing else is there but righting his wrongs. The distance between us closes as he draws near. I can feel the numbness slowly disappear. I’m not sure if I should try to escape. This might be all I want since our first proposed date. I know if I tell him how I really feel. Than this elegant pain of heart bond might disappear. See this ache is not from a wrath of his but, of mine that I refuse to say.  I want my actions to speak louder than the words held within. I vowed car bound, that I will not ever leave. I have proven my word right from our first glee. He in turn has been a humble knight to his mistress. Before him I was comfortable being lost in imcompleteness. Now I am lost when he is absent, even for a short period of time. I hunger for his presence because he is more than divine. 


What he doesn't realize is that I know his lies. So, I revoke my vow and tread lightly on this now. I look at him and I see two faces. One that urges and the other erases. Ripping me from the imagination that  was created. Finding out that I have been jaded. Now my heart beats but bleeds black. When I am gone he will realize that. 

Strange and Beautiful



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Monday, March 12, 2012

Whisked Forsaken




He stands there as my song plays by the hands of the D.J. wanting one dance
The slight trance of my assets only lasts one spin
Hurting lasting longer after our waists subside
And my mind begins
He can still feel the movement of my hips and thighs
He calls excited about the next opportunity to arise
With business as usual
Brief under tones so cruel
Hurting more than I let it will
The silence in my voice is like a swallowed pill
I know much better than this
He lies and cheats hoping that one more night is cherished 
Before he plunges back to his mistaken life
The one he ran from and was drawn to me
Even if he ain't ready to see
The holes still plunged in his obscured world

Crying silently as the universe ignores her sorrow
The emptiness even more hollow
The road a little bit more broken no follow
The hail falling without a trace
Sleepless nights and endless days
Show weariness on her youthful face

The long hall of mysterious self indulgence bares,
 No comparrison on the plantation of the struggling ghettos
The glass remains full as the liquor courses through her viens, 
The numbness still remains so she does it again

Hostage of past mistakes creates a roation of the same day. 
Can't erase life's pain so chase it with cocain in the viens. 
Now his body laying still like Kurt Kobain

The hair that falls across her face so elegantly 
so you can't see the scars of what used to be
The tired wife that turns a blind eye so her home smells like love 
though it is like an absent parent

The realization that you are trapped and your box is collapsing 
So you run when freedom permits 
And the signs of it show now on dirty skin
Kiss the girl that is a stranger and love her more than the one you are familiar
Vulnerability comes in many forms and what you wear on the inside is like a quiet storm



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The Curse

There is something about you, a history of some sort
You look caught up in some painful thought
Our friendship was rare
Over time you made me believe you could care

You gave me a sense of wonder, something new
If only the feelings returned were true
You have done this before, I’m not the first
I have been caught up in your frivolous curse

The feelings I have should be buried inside
I’ve tried so hard, it’s like they have died
Until you reach me again do they rise up and grip me
Keeping away from you and not reminiscing is the key

You say these lies but you’re just a whore in disguise
A distasteful being, which was the biggest surprise
I have never been so misguided and vulnerable
I look back and know I was gullible

Signed Patricia Hilton


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